Read From darkness to light 1 and 2 and remember we were talking about your past being OVER and not to get caught up in false condemnation or the things that kept your personality bound.
Those negative forces are NOT you, but trespassers in the flesh. So we definitely don’t want loser, defeated trespassers hanging around to rob, kill, or destroy us. You were delivered from a life of “stupidity” into a life of wisdom when you came to Jesus. So don’t agree with things that are contrary to God’s wisdom.  You can find His words of wisdom in the Word of God!

If God doesn’t hold your past against you in any way , then why would you want to listen to evil spirits or anything or anybody who would try to get you to do the opposite?
Learn now NOT to live by feelings for feelings can lie…live by faith. Faith in Jesus. Faith in what God said. God NEVER said to only praise Him if you feel like it. or only show love when you “feel” like it. Some serve God half-hearted because they don’t “feel” like praying or forgiving or reading and meditating and speaking the Word of God so they never do. On the other hand, praise the Lord when you don’t “feel” like it and when the presence of God manifests you’ll be very glad you did, for “In His presence is fulness of JOY.” I have ended up feeling such powerful annointings in the presence of God that it was like Heaven was right there. Joy flowing in your spirit will make you strong and HEAL you.

Speaking of Joy that comes from being in the light of God. A woman came up for prayer who was five and a half months pregnant and had a high count of a disease that causes deformed babies.  She came in crying and was in depression. As she told me all that was wrong and tears streaming down her face, I started laughing. Well, I guess that would probably put “religious” folk in a dither!! HA! HA!  But I turned to her and heard these words coming out of my spirit and mouth:  “Don’t worry, it’s a HEALING JOY.” Oh, yes my friend it will heal you through and through.  Hurts-GONE.  Brokenheartedness-GONE.  Praise God!

She had a short leg and it grew out and pain left her. Then she was healed of a condition in her eyes!!!  I asked if she wanted to stand or sit for prayer because people fall under the Power of the Holy Ghost when we pray. She wanted to stand. I had a man stand in back to help.  We rebuked that foul disease and down she went under the supernatural Power of God. Oh, I wish you could have seen this!!  When she came up she looked like a thousand watt light bulb. She had gone from darkness to Light!  Praising God and full of Joy and no tears and no depression.

She came back and testified how the doctors before had told her she would have a deformed baby so after prayer she went back and was tested.  the doctor came out and said:”This is impossible”, and tested her again. The disease was TOTALLY gone and later she delivered a perfect child. Her whole family got saved when they saw the great love and awesome Power of God and how she went from darkness to light.

JOY is yours. HEALING is yours. Forgiveness is yours. God’s lovingkindness is yours. God’s Love is yours. You have come out of the darkness into the light so leave the mess behind you and never look back. You are more than a conqueror through Jesus Christ. Now, say so. Keep on saying so and rejoice for your name is in the Book of Life in Heaven. A child of the light for God is Light and you are in Him and He is in you. Jesus the light of the world!